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Mind over Memory #NSFW #Tellmeabout
Ever since my St. Petersburg drama, I really haven’t thought much about relationships. Intimacy, at least for a while, was out the window. For a while, during the lock-down in New York, I even thought about giving up on seeking a relationship – ever. I was pretty depressed. Getting back home, I’m realizing how much […]
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Single and blogging
I started blogging a little over a year ago, having no idea what I was doing. Before that, I had never kept a diary or any other way of keeping track of what happened in my life. I had my reasons. I didn’t want to leave a record of what I was doing. Not only […]
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Springtime Pleasures
There it is, my favorite place it the world. Claude Monet’s garden in Giverny. Mid-May, also happens to be Mothers Day, and a glorious late afternoon. Time to get kinky. I write a lot about my kinks, but the occasions when I feel fully immersed in them, are rare. When they do happen, and just […]
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The Temptation of Edge Play #NSFW
As an escort, I had strict rules. Among them, never give up control. That included using only my own equipment. Nipple clamps, paddles, floggers, or anything that could inflict pain had to be my own. And I had tested each item to be ‘soft’ enough to avoid serious injury, even if a client was a […]
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Love, life, and lies – #tellmeabout #SB4MH #WickedWednesday #SinfulSunday
I’m nervous. Last time I saw her was at a high school reunion somewhere in Germany. She was the first girl I kissed. No other person taught me more about sex than she had. A year older, she was 16 and I was 15, seemed like a huge deal at the time. I looked up […]
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400 Years of Adoration and Objectifaction
One evening, I read up on Michelangelo’s David. It took over two years of almost non-stop work to carve David out of a giant block of marble. David is an object. A statue of immeasurable value, yet without life, soul, or personality. It stood outside the city hall in Florence for 400 years. And still, […]
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Alyssia gets pissed
I hadn’t seen one of my regular clients for quite some time. I was beginning to think he was just not into me anymore. Even worse, I found out that he had been together with one of the girls who had just joined the agency. I knew she was barely of legal age. The ’19’ […]
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Fucking Painful #NSFW #SOSS
I hate pain. We all do. But when it gets to be fucking painful, it’s fucking awesome.
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