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Trinity in the Matrix – #SinfulSunday
Ever since The Matrix came out, Trinity has been one of my most loved movie heroines. I just love everything about her. I also often feel that our world isn’t real, we’re all just puppets in a bigger game that someone is playing. I’m sure we all would love to be able to bend space […]
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Springtime Pleasures
There it is, my favorite place it the world. Claude Monet’s garden in Giverny. Mid-May, also happens to be Mothers Day, and a glorious late afternoon. Time to get kinky. I write a lot about my kinks, but the occasions when I feel fully immersed in them, are rare. When they do happen, and just […]
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Breathe #sb4mh
I’ve left Manhattan after weeks of self-isolation. This was not how I had envisaged it when I arrived to study at Columbia. I imagined receiving my degree on a glorious day in mid-May, thousands of us wearing our gowns proudly. All the ceremonies, parties, and anticipation of what comes next. Today’s reality is different, but […]
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All we need is Color #SinfulSunday
I love b&w photography. Most of my pictures are in b&w and my attention is captured longer by the emotions expressed in those pictures. But these days, locked in my four walls for longer than I can count, I need some color in my life. I’m thinking of taking up painting, at least over m […]
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Life in Isolation #NSFW #SB4MH
Here we are. With Covid-19 going rampant in Manhattan, all non-essential stores closed and everyone strongly discouraged from leaving home, cabin fever sets in. I feel it, everyone else does. Still falling into the high-risk category, I’m learning to work from home, attend classes from home, go to office hours from home, and stay in […]
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Fuck an Escort – Alyssia 4.0 #SOSS
Berlin, late summer, he had booked one of my favorite hotels. I had seen him once or twice before. It was always fun, and he had a body to die for. I check in under his name, we were Mr. and Ms. The room was prepaid, nothing to do but pick up an envelope with […]
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Forced Feeding – Alyssia the Apprentice
This post goes back a few years. Early on during my Escort time, I was curious to learn more about the sex industry. Alyssia was my Escort name. I knew what my clients were looking for only scratched the surface of what’s feasible. To be a good sub, I was curious to see how a […]
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What Money doesn’t buy – Alyssia quits
Together with some 30 girls, I’m sitting in a sticky conference room somewhere in Germany. It is the middle of summer, 2016. We all know why our agency has called for a meeting. There was no need for an agenda. It was all over the newspapers! Even those of us who normally don’t keep up […]
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Alyssia – Elite Fuck Toy
So you want to get a good fuck. You’re looking for a partner without success, but have a bit of spare money. It doesn’t cost much to get a blow job. You get off on it, leave, go home. And two hours later, you want to do it all over again. What you really want […]
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Kinky then and Kinky now #F4Thought
I had been a misfit for a long time. The kink community gave me a home. Not just in real life, also through the blogging community. I cannot imagine life without kink. Mine is very simple. Fetishes, particularly latex. With a baby well on its way, at 40, I wrestled with the notion of losing […]
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Kinky Mom Kicks Ass
So I haven’t been on my blog so much lately. I’m counting the days when my little bump will become a person (although we already have plenty of conversations, and I still win our arguments). In the meantime, I’m obsessing over my transparent latex dress, which finally fits and provides support for my boobs! Now […]
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Virtual Seduction #LIFE #MasturbationMonday #SOSS
You found me! That’s nice. What do you think? Does purple look good on me? Come a little closer, it’s alright to touch me. Do you like the way it feels. How it’s so smooth and shiny? I know, it doesn’t cover much. Do you mind? My nipples get so sore when I have them […]
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Fuck an Escort, it’s healthy! – Alyssia 3.0
After a few years of being in the escort business, I figured out my niche. I was really good at getting fucked by clients who had a wife and family. It took me a while to get there, but it was worth it. Married men are more stable, reliable clients. They know why they want […]
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Latex for the curious 4 #SinfulSunday
It’s warm outside and I’m reminded of some outdoor adventures. I’d love to go outside wearing some naughty latex outfit, bet nobody would blink an eye here in the City. Only problem, my body doesn’t fit into any or the latex clothes I have! So here is some recent reminiscing about wearing a full length […]
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A fucked up Picture for a Cover #F4Thought
This is an updated version of one of my first posts on this blog. I’m not re-writing history, it’s just that there are parts missing. I’m not the same person I was 7 months ago. No that’s not true, I’m willing to admit that I’m still the same person I was 7 months ago. That’s […]
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The Story behind the Story
I started writing my first story in late 2018. It was about a character who was more or less based on myself. I know, it’s a bit vain, but it’s the character I know best. I actually first thought that I would make it a more non-fiction story because there is so much poor information […]
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