Non-Fiction
Largely autobiographical, with a fair dose of ‘how to’ information.
Latex, Latex, Latex – Doggy Style
Oh, god, how good it feels to have a normal life every once in a while again. Normal, of course, means being wrapped in latex, layer upon layer, straps, masks, corsets, and everything else I can imagine. This is the first of a series of posts I’m going to be writing about my recent photoshoot […]
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Excitement is building!
This is my first real post in a while. I won’t dwell on the past few months, most of us probably had a hard time. But it’s all getting better and I’m super thrilled about what going to happen in a few weeks. I have to go back in history a bit, though. If you’ve […]
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Yes, Mistress
I had just been back in Germany for a few days and was already in trouble. The kind of trouble a starving submissive like myself had been longing for. Sara had known me for years. She knew of my secret life as an escort. And I knew of her not-so-secret life as a professional dominatrix. […]
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Why 2020 was a good year
2020 sucked. In so many ways that it doesn’t need repeating. Anything that I say will never take away from the pain and hardship of those who have experience personally the loss or illness of a loved one from Covid-19. And yet, for many of us, life goes on. We try to make the best […]
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Still open for kinks! #NSFW
It’s been a while since I last posted an update. My crazy life is really good, busy, and exciting. That’s taken a bit of a toll on my kinky life, and my blogging. It makes me admire all those bloggers who can seemingly do it all. I’m squeezing this post in because it’s still part […]
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Crazy Life
It’s a funny thing. Six months ago, I was in lock-down mode in Manhattan. Everything had come to a halt, no personal interactions (except with my little bundle of joy), online classes for the rest of the term, and no end in sight. No, I’ve relocated, just moved into my own apartment (yeah!!!) see old […]
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Homegame Advantage
Some people play kinky games away from home, on vacation, or just a night away from the kids. Well, I feel like I just returned from a long absence and need to play. Being back home means playing games. The kinkier, the better. Some of my regular playgrounds are still restricted by COVID, but that’s […]
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Spoiler Alert – I have a girlfriend
OK, let’s get real. From what I’m putting on my blog, in particular the pictures that I’m posting, you must have known that there is another person involved. Well, I have the most wonderful girlfriend who is at least as kinky as I am, but doesn’t carry my emotional baggage or dubious history. While I […]
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I get a kick out of kink
Actually, I should have started out with ‘You get a kick out of my kink’ as a headline. At least it sure seems that way. That I have a kink for latex fashion and restraints is probably not a secret. But fetish? That’s actually an entirely different direction; at least for me. Let me start […]
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Mind over Memory #NSFW #Tellmeabout
Ever since my St. Petersburg drama, I really haven’t thought much about relationships. Intimacy, at least for a while, was out the window. For a while, during the lock-down in New York, I even thought about giving up on seeking a relationship – ever. I was pretty depressed. Getting back home, I’m realizing how much […]
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This mom is back!
Step aside, Serena. Take a seat, Vika. You may rock as tennis moms, but you’ve got nothing on this hot mom. Remember that slightly suspicious post with the ‘doubter’? Well, you weren’t wrong. It was a note to myself. After so many dry months, and so many changes, I was wondering whether I still had […]
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Back to the Future
Not long from now, I’ll be returning home. I truly don’t know what to expect. I’ve been away for several years, my life has changed completely, and I am a different person. What hasn’t changed is the world that I will be returning to. I already know that I will have to fend off pressure […]
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My Kinky Bucket List – Part I
Everyone has a bucket list. Right? Well, mine is a bit different. But first, I have to make a confession. My post on ‘How kinky am I really‘ was triggered by a real message that I got. I think the person, and I have a suspicion about who it really is, has every intention of […]
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Going too far?
I’m having a lot of fun on twitter these days. I’m a bit careless and naughty. I tease, I play, I dump. The funny thing is, even though most of my pictures are submissive in their essence, many think I’m a Domme! I kind of get a kick out of it, but wonder whether it’s […]
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How kinky am I really?
I received this letter (I made only slight modifications). I’m disturbed, excited, worried, and thrilled. I hope it does not end with a letter. Dear Ms. Demont, I have been reading your exquisite blog with great delight over the past months. Your sincerity and bravery are admirable qualities. The love for kinky games and toys […]
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Life in Twitter World
Lately, I’ve been posting more on twitter. Not massive amounts, but regularly one or two tweets a day. I would much rather spend time on my blog, but it’s hard to find a good stretch during the day and focus on something meaningful. Twitter is easy, sort of. But it’s not the same. What I […]
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Truth and Fiction
Right now, it’s very tempting to live in a world of fiction. Many of the freedoms we enjoyed seem out of reach. The truth can be too harsh, and, frankly, often depressing. At least that’s the case for me personally, living at this moment in time in the US — the ‘land of liberty and […]
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The De Mont Code #SinfulSunday
The Da Vinci Code. You’ve either read it, seen the movie, or heard others talk about it. Well, what you haven’t heard is De Mont Code. Why? Because It is a secret my family has passed down over centuries. Just like the Da Vinci Code, I’m still in search of its true meaning. Little things […]
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Unwanted Adventures
I made this picture. Now I’m trying to figure out what it means. This is not going to be a long post, because I don’t know what to write. But I know what I feel. Bear with me, I’ll close my eyes, and let my fingers type what goes through my head. I don’t belong […]
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Single and blogging
I started blogging a little over a year ago, having no idea what I was doing. Before that, I had never kept a diary or any other way of keeping track of what happened in my life. I had my reasons. I didn’t want to leave a record of what I was doing. Not only […]
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Seductive Photography
There is no sex without turning on the brain. Whatever stimulates the brain, triggers the rest of the body to respond. I’ve been using photography, professionally and privately, to express myself as a sexually submissive woman. For someone who loves a good fuck, it remains a fucking hard journey. It started when I entered the […]
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Should you be wearing a Gasmask?
With the Corona Virus running rampant around the world, we all are getting used to wearing some form of facial covering. Some, mostly for show, go so far as to wear gasmasks in public. But it begs the question, should you be wearing a gasmask? It crossed my mind that once you’ve experienced walking around […]
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Graduation Day
I woke up a few minutes ago. I’m sitting in my new little place, having a cup of tea, and am watching my own graduation ceremony. It’s a bit weird, to say the least. Usually, getting ready for a graduation ceremony is a long affair. Clothes, make-up, relatives, post-parties. All that takes time and preparation. […]
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#covid-19 #Manhattan #sb4mh
This post deals with life in Manhattan during the peak of the corona virus pandemic. It involves events that have been diagnosed as causing PTSD, including death, homelessness, panic attacks, and social isolation. I got a lot of questions in recent weeks, actually months, how I managed to make it through the COVID-19 crisis in […]
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Springtime Pleasures
There it is, my favorite place it the world. Claude Monet’s garden in Giverny. Mid-May, also happens to be Mothers Day, and a glorious late afternoon. Time to get kinky. I write a lot about my kinks, but the occasions when I feel fully immersed in them, are rare. When they do happen, and just […]
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Breathe #sb4mh
I’ve left Manhattan after weeks of self-isolation. This was not how I had envisaged it when I arrived to study at Columbia. I imagined receiving my degree on a glorious day in mid-May, thousands of us wearing our gowns proudly. All the ceremonies, parties, and anticipation of what comes next. Today’s reality is different, but […]
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Dangerous Curves – #WickedWednesday
I love curves. Unfortunately, before I became pregnant, my body was more of a straight shot. I didn’t have too much of a bum, cute c-cups, and a bit of a waist. My body was always very narrow and petite. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not complaining, but after a while, petite would like to […]
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The Dark side of Gotham #SB4MH
It started about a year ago. I remember the first time I noticed her. Sitting on the doorsteps of a non-descript building around 96th street and Amsterdam.
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Should I be more dominant?
In recent weeks, I haven’t been as active as I had hoped. Of course, I have a good excuse. With a baby on the way, barely a month from my due date, life slows down. School is only getting into spring break the week of March 16, just in time for ‘bump’ to come into […]
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Confession of a grown-up Slut #NSFW #F4Thought
Your message from Monday was a surprise. And to be honest, since you left me in St. Peterburg, I had barely given you a thought. Done. You were out of my life. I worked hard to get over you. Not that there ever was an ‘us’ anyway. There could have been. What almost was can […]
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