This is my first real post in a while. I won’t dwell on the past few months, most of us probably had a hard time. But it’s all getting better and I’m super thrilled about what going to happen in a few weeks. I have to go back in history a bit, though.
If you’ve read my blog, you’ll remember the time I was in St. Petersburg. I posted a bunch of things and it was probably one of the most emotionally charged periods that I talked about here. Well, guess what? He has come back into my life! This time, I was not after him, actually, I pretty much forgot about him. St. Petersburg was by now 18 months ago and my own emotions and feelings have changed a lot. My entire life is different.
Then, last week, I not only got a bunch of new latex items, but also an invitation to join him for a weekend in Berlin at a super cool hotel! We haven’t really exchanged much more, but without hesitating for a second, I agreed to see him. I have frankly no idea what’s going to happen. We may just be old friends, or maybe there is more going on. My life has evolved so much during the past 18 months that it’s hard for me to imagine what it’s going to be like.
What I do know is that I’ll do my best to get back into the Kinky Mom spirit!
It’s been a while since I managed to take a weekend off and just let someone else take charge of my body. Based on what he sent me as presents, it’s going to be intense.
In case you haven’t followed my blog, it’s all latex, and more for the advanced player. No question he has every intention of controlling what I say, what I do, and how I get fucked. Oh, shit. I don’t know how I feel about him, but if there is one thing I’m hoping for is to have him use me like the slut I was in St. Petersburg. Maybe I’m a different person, but some things never change.
The item that I’m most intrigued about is a doggy suit. What the fuck is a doggy suit? Well, it’s kind of hard to explain, but imagine getting into a latex catsuit, except that your arms are forced to be folded so that they end at the elbow. Same thing with the legs. They too are forced into the suit so that they end at the knees with the heel pressing against the butt. Walking, if at all possible, can only be done on all fours! And getting fucked is surely only going to happen doggy-style.
I’ve always had a curious interest in pet play, although I don’t know very much about it. It’s a whole new kink for me, and I’m totally curious what it’s going to be like. I’m reading up on it; there is so much to learn. It’s an entirely new world but I want to impress him.
There is more to come… xoxo