Fucking Painful #NSFW #SOSS

Is competing in a triathlon painful? Fucking yes! Do people do it voluntarily? Absolutely, and proud of it. For all those who do it only for the personal challenge, are they disappointed when they finish, knowing that their body could have given more? Totally.

So pain by itself, is neither good nor bad. It comes with what you’re trying to accomplish, with pushing yourself to achieve something beyond the comfortable. To experience the ecstasy that is triggered by pushing through the pain.

Sex, at least for me, is the same. Yes, I love a good fuck, cuddling, all that’s great and makes up most of my sex life. Sure, I throw in a kink or two, but pain is normally not something I look for.

And then there are the times, where pain takes center-stage.

I want it to be fucking painful. When I do, more often than not, I’m testing my own limits, by myself, or with a trusted partner. To be honest, I am more likely to use pain when I masturbate. It’s hot, fucking awesome hot!

All I need is some rope, a blindfold, nipple clamps, and a vibrator. Just looking at the nipple clamps gives me shivers. The ones I like are screw-adjustable, I can make them as tight as I like; start out slow, and then see how much I can take. They also work best with nipple piercings. They go behind the piercing, not on top, and with the piercing in, there is zero-chance of them coming off until I come.

To really experience pain that is so fucking amazing it almost triggers an orgasm by itself, I need some stimulation. Not much, but enough to get me over the next level and ultimately climax. I want to be dominated by the pain. Turning the pain into a sense of panic where I lose control and need to come or fear that I might have over do it with the nipple clamps. I want the feeling of being tied down. The tighter the better.

Fear, pain, isolation, and stimulation. The rest is in my mind. The blindfold focuses everything on my pussy and my pain. I own the pain, I do it to myself. The closer I get, the more pain I want. Of course, I could free myself, but my mind is now set on a track where that is no longer an option. If my neighbor walked in, I wouldn’t notice.

The greater the pain, the more it becomes removed from my body. The adrenaline kicks in and pain is just a sea of physical stimulation that is no longer limited to a single place.

One more turn of the nipple clamps.

As careful as I was during the preparation, now the care for my body has gone away. I want to come, I need to come. The amount of pain is completely irrelevant, it’s actually no longer pain. It’s pushing the physical limits of my body, and the mental boundaries of my mind. There is nothing but an unstoppable urge to climax and a complete loss of will to fight against the pain.

I forget there are nipple clamps biting down on me. My mind has become one with my pussy. Like an out-of-body experience, the vibrator is the conductor, finding the right spot, moving around. I want it to last, and I want it to stay with me. Just on the edge of coming.

One more turn on the clamps, my fingers aren’t strong enough to turn them any further.

My mind goes blank, my pussy is all that I can feel. There is no pain, just pleasure in its purest form. All other senses have shut down. I don’t even know if I’m awake, nothing enters my consciousness.

I know that the orgasm is going to be fucking awesome. Like the finish line that I’ve worked towards, blocking every part of my body that wants to give up. Now it’s time to push myself over the top.

Just a little more stimulation and my body will succumb to my pussy’s urge to explode. My inner thighs tingle, begin to shake like my pussy has take over my body. The tingle grows and feels like an orgasm, but it’s only the prelude. It crawls up toward my pussy, slowly, unstoppable. My clit has become by mind, waiting to be overpowered by an avalanche of sensations.

And then it comes. The point where everything happens by itself. No vibrator needed, hands fall by the side, my body is limb, except the inferno inside my cunt. It feels so fucking good, there is no energy left in me. The vibrator drops to the floor, my entire body relaxes, only my pussy exists. And my mind experiences a fucking awesome orgasm that’s unlike any other.

Fucking painful, fucking awesome.

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34 thoughts on “Fucking Painful #NSFW #SOSS

  1. Fascinating read, I wish that was my triathlon experience! I wonder if the aspect of earning it makes it more intense, is it the physical or mental? I don’t want to orgasm as just a relief type thing, I feel it has to have a worthy purpose, I guess. Maybe similar is some aspects, but different.

    1. For me at least, if someone told me to go experience pain without a purpose I care about, I’d say no way. But once there is a something at the end that j really want, it feeds on itself. 😘

  2. Loved reading that and reminded me of the little pain I have received from Master, a spank, a tug of my nipples and bite of my lip. There’s a sting then that amazing release of please. Love it

  3. Francesca- This is very hot. I do relate to wanting the pain more and more and then it seeing to fade away for the need of the release… love the way you described it all.

    1. Thanks! This is when having learned touch typing comes in handy – I close my eyes and try to re-experience the sensations, while my fingers take notes. I’d make a good secretary….xoxo

  4. Uhmmm… Nothing to do with the post, but with the responses — Why is ‘Francesca’ answering people as ‘Francesca Demont’? If you’re sharing a login(?) somehow, you might want to get that straightened out.

    Something’s hinky.

  5. What a journey physically, emotionally, mentally–so focused, so feeling, so alive and transcendent!!! Thank you for helping me imagine it since my reality is as if my body, feelings, senses, hopes are mostly dead and empty .

  6. I find this to be wonderfully fascinating. It’s exactly the path I’m unable to go, I don’t have the mental or physical linkages for pain and arousal/orgasm. Very well written and expressive. 🌹🌹

    1. Thanks, Melody. It’s not exactly easy for me. I think that’s why I have an easier time with it – and am more likely to enjoy it – when I’m on my own, blindfolded, and nothing else to focus on. A bit like meditation. xox

    1. And you still have your piercings! I miss them…. Eventually, I’ll hopefully be able to get them re-pierced. In the meantime, enjoy the nipple clamps! xoxo

  7. This is something a true sadist understands well. People wonder why a sadist enjoys inflicting pain.. the short answer is the pain is just a tool. Used to heighten pleasure. It is the pleasure that’s the goal. Not the pain. You illustrated this concept vary well. Well done.

    1. Thanks! That’s also why it’s so hard to practice and get over the initial hurdles where the bottom needs to let go and allow the top to carefully ratchet up the pain level. Requires a really good sadist! xo

  8. That sounds deliciously sexy and amazing. I really hate pain (I’ve had too much of that in my life) so I wouldn’t seek it out, but the out-of-body experience you describe sounds wonderful.

    1. Hi Isabelle, it’s not something I do regularly, and it doesn’t always work, but when it does, it’s like meditation. xo

  9. I really enjoyed reading this. I don’t manage to make pain work for me in this way. It adds an edge but when it gets too much the pain takes over and sort of kills any pleasure. Rather than floating I am left wondering why I am putting myself through it. A bit of pain is good and it works well for me with pleasure but must be layered up and sort of overwhelm my senses rather than being a thing in its own right. This is really interesting though and I do envy you as it sounds amazing 🙂

    1. I doesn’t work all the time for he either. All the pieces have to come together, which is why it’s actually more likely to work when I do it myself. But the stimulation part definitely has to go along with it. Xox

    1. Thanks, DS! It’s hard to explain to those who have not experienced it. I’m not even sure it works for everyone, but when it does …😊

  10. Oh I was riding that wave with you honey! Although nipple clamps have very little purchase room for me, the pain and masturbation still strikes a note. Using a wand or vibtrating toys so that it actually becomes uncomfortable has a real edge! Great picture too!

  11. I am late to the party with the comments here thanks to a problem with my reader app which hasn’t posted the comment I tried to leave days ago (thank goodness Missy spotted it was missing)….

    I do love nipple pain, MrH uses it quite frequently and although we have clamps he doesn’t use them often. I may ask him if we can try them again soon.

    Thank you for sharing with Tell Me About,

    Sweetgirl x

    1. I think MrH misses out on the delicious pain that comes from nipple clamps. Hope you can bring him around. 😘

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