Year: 2019

Francesca Non-Fiction Opinion

Growing up #F4Thought

When 2019 began, I had not even thought about becoming a mother. I was still 39, pretending to be 29, and living life to the fullest. At least so I thought. My brain was wrapped around kinks, sex, fetishes, and for the first time, writing about it (in a book that sold an amazing 210 […]

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Books Fiction Francesca

Seduction at MoMA #erotica #seduction #art #NYC

She stands alone, her back to me. It’s a gray and rainy day here in the city. Not much to look forward to, except a new art exhibit a MoMA, the museum of modern art. My expectations aren’t high, but they are rising with every second I look at her. Coming in from the cold, […]

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Fetish Francesca Non-Fiction

Becoming Alyssia – Mind over Body #SOSS #NSFW

To get more business as an escort, I continued to struggle with my obsessive desire for control. Sure, it kept me safe, but it also meant I couldn’t really live up to what my advertisement promised. Alyssia, my escort name, was supposed to be every man and woman’s dream, allowing them to live out their […]

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Francesca

My Top 10 “memorable posts” of 2019 #SOSS

This is the end of my very first year of blogging. Others have put in so much work in putting together lists of their favorite bloggers, newcomers, highlights. I admire the time and effort that goes into making choices among more brilliant posts and bloggers than I can count. Participating in memes is such an […]

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Fetish Francesca Latex Non-Fiction Opinion

Kink, Fetish, or Addiction #sb4mh

It’s December, the holidays are around the corner, school is over for the year, and I should be happy. Well, I’m not. Worst of all, I feel depressed and guilty about not being happy or grateful. 2019 has been an amazing year. At the beginning of the year, I was still stuck in my old […]

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Francesca

Spanking at Torture Garden #KOTW #NSFW

When I go to play in public, my claws come out. This is a competition for me, second place won’t do, and I thrive on the attention, or humiliation, I get. I had been to a lot of fetish events and parties in Germany, mostly in Berlin, but also more private parties across Europe. I […]

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Francesca

Elust – December Top Pick!!!

Photo courtesy of Focused and Filthy Welcome to Elust 125– The only place where the smartest and hottest sex bloggers are featured under one roof every month. Whether you’re looking for sex journalism, erotic writing, relationship advice or kinky discussions it’ll be here at Elust. Want to be included in Elust #125? Start with the […]

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Francesca

Sexy and Pregnant #LiFE #SinfulSunday

It has been a while since I bought myself some regular lingerie, but my growing boobs can’t do it without some help, and I still feel sexy. My butt is getting bigger, my belly round, it’s all good, and I’m feeling great. All I am hoping for this Christmas is a healthy 2020 for everyone […]

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Fiction Francesca Sierra

Mind-fucked by Sierra #SOSS #MasturbationMonday

My last exam is over!!!! I’m dead tired and horny as hell. I haven’t had sex in a week and my hormones are raging. As much as it scares me, Sierra is my go-to person these days when I need some good sex. I never know what she does, she loves mind-fuck games, but is […]

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Francesca Latex Non-Fiction

Seeing the Dark Side – #SinfulSunday

Although it is a bit early and this picture a bit dated, it does seems to fit the January #SinfulSunday prompt ‘Shadows’ quite well. Shadows can be beautiful, and also expose the dark sides around us. It was my first experience as an escort where I was genuinely scared shitless for longer than I care […]

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Fetish Francesca Latex Non-Fiction

Alyssia 2.0 — Part III #F4Thought #SOSS

Now that I had been Alyssia for a few weeks, it was time for me to update my website. I hadn’t had too many dates and no repeat clients, which I blamed on my own lack of effort to promote myself. Other girls advertised way beyond what they’d ever be willing to do and got […]

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Fetish Francesca Latex Non-Fiction

Lingerie in Final Exams #LiFE #LingerieIsForEveryone

You see what I did here with the title of this post?……. I’m in the middle of Exam Period and have to head out to school for my second of 5 exams. I dread taking them. My writing skills are not bad, but it takes me longer than others to write the same amount. And […]

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Fetish Francesca Latex Non-Fiction Travel

My first Fetish Escort date – Part II #TellMeAbout #WickedWednesday

The agency texts me in the middle of the day. I’m at work and even though the text is very discrete, I turn bright red. I have been waiting for a couple of days now and this can only be one kind of message. A request for a date; my first date as a fetish […]

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Fetish Francesca Non-Fiction

Evolution of a Fetish Escort – Part I

Any escort, any sex worker, who is not a control freak is either delusional, or careless. When I started working part time for an escort agency in Europe, I had a regular office job, enough money for my age, no drug habits, and even called my parents every weekend. I was simply intrigued when one […]

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Francesca Non-Fiction Opinion

Nosehook Humiliation #SinfulSunday

I’m a big fan of public humiliation. Sometimes, it doesn’t have to be so public. A nosehook is something that is uniquely humiliating to me. It doesn’t hurt, I don’t see it, yet, I know that it distorts my face, makes me look ridiculous, and is at the same time absolutely erotic for the person […]

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Francesca Non-Fiction

I got that Dominant Feeling #NSFW #MasturbationMonday #eLust

There is a very inspiring set of pictures as a prompt for this week’s #MasturbationMonday. It made me think. Usually, I don’t take pictures of the dicks of men I’m with, but there are a few exceptions. One was when I wrote about His and Her Piercing. But that’s not the point. I ‘m usually […]

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Francesca Latex Non-Fiction

Different Body – Same Latex Lingerie #LiFE #BoobDay

I found an earlier picture of a latex open breast camisole that I sleep in sometimes and then a very recent picture. As I look at the two pictures, I cannot help but think of how times have changed. In the first picture, which is about two years old, I have my ‘old’ body. My […]

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Fetish Fiction Francesca Latex

Permanent Rubberdoll – My Fantasy #SOSS

It’s no secret, I’m obsessed with latex. I think the obsession began in earnest when I saw the first books by Eric Stanton. More cartoonish depiction of women in extreme form, both dominant and submissive. Beyond all reality and a pure fetish dream. It was more the images than the stories that stuck with me. […]

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Francesca

A Kiss to Die For #NSFW #MasturbationMonday

Looking back at my time in St. Petersburg, I’m feeling more optimistic, maybe even somewhat apologetic for what I wrote. There was a moment, so intimate and trusting, far beyond what I had experienced before. Probably not something I would recommend. And yet, the story of St. Petersburg wouldn’t be complete without this moment. After […]

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Francesca Travel

The Mad Hatter Hotel #SinfulSunday

Sometimes, it feels good to reminisce. It was just 8 months ago and yet seems like an eternity away. I was in London for a Torture Garden party. I should have known that staying across from the Mad Hatter Hotel was going to be an ominous sign. More than once did I look across the […]

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Books Francesca Opinion

My Kinky Santa

Dear Santa, I’ve never asked for much in the past. This year, I only want one thing; a healthy baby. If you can make that happen, please let me know if there is anything I can do for you in return. Kind regards, Francesca Dear Francesca, You will have a healthy baby, but since you […]

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Francesca Non-Fiction St. Petersburg Travel

Freedom, St. Petersburg, Final Part

“Now what?” He asks. It’s 4:30 in the morning and he has to get to the train station to go to Moscow. I still have a few hours before I need to check out and catch my flight back to Germany and onward to JFK. “Back to the ‘Home of the brave and the land […]

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Fetish Francesca Sierra

Sierra is fucking scary #NSFW

Last I heard from Sierra was a rather ominous message about her brother. His intention to modify my body as punishment for writing about him on my blog. I never used his real name (I may not even know it), never posted a picture of his, and only made reference to his sister, with her […]

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Fetish Francesca Opinion

The taste of cum #NSFW #KOTW

I don’t like cum tributes. I don’t like any kind of tribute. Not even a birthday party. But what gets me off is knowing that there are men, and hopefully some women, who get off on what I write about, what I show in my pictures, how I share my experiences. In my personal life, […]

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Francesca Opinion

I suck at lingerie

I had never joined the Lingerie for Everyone link party, and I finally figured out why. I suck at lingerie. It’s not that I don’t find myself attracted to the pictures. Sure, I would not mind having a greater selection of lingerie to choose from. Yet, when it comes to real life, there seem to […]

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Fetish Francesca Latex Non-Fiction

Bubble Bath and Bedtime Bondage #WickedWednesday #SoSS

At times, I need to get away. Away from the hustle and bustle of the big city, away from studying, away from thinking about the rest of the world. I need a time-out from life. Over the past months, this has turned into a ceremony to rejuvenate myself. It is selfish, but we all deserve […]

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Francesca Non-Fiction St. Petersburg Travel

Words never spoken – St. Petersburg, Part 8 #SOSS #NSFW #MasturbationMonday #SinfulSunday

I had my chance to say what I wanted to say. He had just fucked the hell out of me, we were both sweating, thirsty, exhausted. I loved it. All his restraints fell by the wayside, he pinned me down, throat-fucked me with his hands wrapped around my neck. He chocked me while pushing his […]

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Francesca Latex Non-Fiction St. Petersburg Travel

I hate you – St. Petersburg, Part 7 #F4Thought

Love never comes with a brochure of rules and regulations, a prospectus with guides of what is acceptable and what is abominable. Quote from Truly, Madly, Deeply by Faraaz Kazi “What if I really do love you, don’t you even care?” I burst out with more emotion than either one of us had shown all day. His hand lands […]

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Fetish Francesca Latex Non-Fiction St. Petersburg Travel

Training for… – St. Petersburg, Part 6

Since this is the sixth piece in my St. Petersburg series, let me back up a bit…. He invites me to spend four days with him in Russia. I like him. There is potential for our occasional relationship to develop into a D/s relationship. Something I’ve been desperately searching for. But it’s complicated. He used […]

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Fetish Francesca Latex Sierra

Sierra’s brother read my blog – #NSFW #SOSS

Before leaving for St. Petersburg, I had a developing fling with another girl in one of my classes at Columbia. I wrote a couple of posts about her. She is one of the hottest, craziest persons I’ve ever met. Only problem, I’m absolutely sure that her family has ties to some form of organized crime, […]

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